I QUIT!

SMOKING - IS DANGEROUS TO YOUR HEALTH.

Ewan ko ba kung bakit type kta? DI ka naman... ewan. Parang walang natutunan nung HIGHSKUL. Parang walang natutunan sa health subject. Sabi ko noon, "Di ako magyoyosi at inum!" Ngayon ito kabaliktaran ang nangyari. Ang galing naman ng epekto nito noh. Nung una parating may tanong sa sarili, para saan pa't nagyoyosi ako, anong silbe nito sa buhay ko? Ngayon hanap-hanap palagi. Parang di ako makahinga lalo na kapag papasok ako sa skul. Kelangan may hawak ng yosi papasok. Kapag nasa kalahati na ng lakaran parang hingal ako kapag alang usi...

Maraming beses ng sumasakit ang LUNGS ko. Ito di pa rin natututo. Laging nagsasabing "I QUIT!" Di naman ginagawa. Sabay promise sa sarili at sa DIYOS. Ay! nadagdagan lang ng kasalanan. Marami din akong naririnigan ng "I QUIT" na yan.. Pero ayun isang kaha, isang oras. galing di ba?

BLOG = MONEY

I've heard of this before. Making a BLOG for a living. BUT somehow I don't have the interest. The BIG question is HOW DO THEY MAKE THE MONEY? Was it because of a good quality post? Was it because of the traffic that you generate?

I was using the NEXT BLOG>> button to find interesting blogs. FYI: I've been in the blogging scene for quite sometime now. Say 2years. BUT all I was posting was all about the drama things that drives my life insane. Sometimes I don't have anything to post. I've been updating but not that much. Let's go back to the situation. Yeah! blah! blah! After couple of CLICKS! I was on a BLOG that was kinda weird and not that attractive. With all the advertisements and all of that. Not attractive at all. I was used to see BLOGS thats dramatic.. personal BLOGS I guess.. I have read that the user was a computer science graduate. A computer GEEK indeed.. hehe. FYI:I am a COE student. A PC geek also. LOLZ. I need to because I study this things. That BLOG also has a gimik called "The BLOG for the DAY!" I also saw this ad that says "Sign up, surf and will pay you!" Thats a good slogan! It caught my attention!

I got this instant interest on making a BLOG for a living! LOLZ. Very intriguing. Why not try? I guess nothing will be lost if I try right?

The thing here is that making money out of BLOG is quite difficult for some. Of course, I consider myself as one of them (coz' I'm a newbie). Let's see how it goes. I hope I won't get into trouble.. I don't like peopleto hunt me for doing this job. Hopefully NOT.

BLANGKO

Sobrang wala akong masulat ngayon kasi wala namang interesting na nangyayari sa aking ngayon. Ewan ko ba sobrang blangko ang utak ko pagdating sa pagsusulat. Wala talaga akong mapiga. Kaya ito pati itong walang katinuaan ko sa pagsusulat nagiging topic na rin sa blog kong 'to. Kung mapapansin nyo magulo akong magsulat, dahil sa hindi naman talaga ako marunong magsulat. Sobrang nagpipiling lang. Nagdadrama lang. Siyempre sino ba naman ang kakausapin ko syempre ang sarili ko. Medyo nagiging psychotic na. Sino bang nagpapatakbo ng isip? siyempre ang sarili. Kaya sa huli ang sarili pa rin ang magdedesisyon kung ano ang dapat gawin.

Para sa akin totoo yung anghel at demonyo sa isip. Sobrang nag-aaway. Sino ang mananalo? Siyempre ang kasamaan. Pero of course not all the time. Di ko naman palaging pinagbibigyan ang kasamaan noh. May good side pa naman ako.

Anyway, I'm not making a point here.. so adios for now.

I can't make you love me..

I can't make you love me by Bonnie Rait. T'was a good song from a lady I don't know. I know the song from somewhere, I really can't recall. I was listening on it just awhile ago. Its something about love of course. But besides the melody, I love the essence of the song. Knowing the fact not having to much drama inside. Well, of course sometimes I get to much drama. Just like now.

No one inspires me right now but things around makes me inspire. Inspires me to be someone new. Not to forget the old me but I want to know more about myself and to discover what more could I do. I think we only live in this place just to improve ourselves. To be prepare I guess.

I really hate myself for not being content for what I have. Having more is my motto. I am JUST a HUMAN. I guess we should not be content to what we know but we should be content on what we have. All the time it's mixed up. WE are not being contented on what we have. We are not content on what the world gives us.

As a simple comeback post.